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Deletion Imminent.... [10 Aug 2005|11:29pm]
Okay. Here's the down low on this journal. I never write in it anymore, and I really doubt anyone is going to mind much... I -will- be deleting this journal tomorrow morning when I get on the computer, that is unless by some miracle, a -lot- of people complain....

EDIT: I have been working a lot, and I am about to go to bed. And with work and all. It may take a few days to find the heart and the time to delete this...
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[01 Jun 2005|07:47pm]
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PLEASE!!! [06 May 2005|01:48pm]
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[06 May 2005|01:44pm]
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[06 May 2005|01:31pm]
If anyone has any ideas to had to an art project based around the Wheel card in the Tarot deck, or change, it would be awesome.... So it seems the main ideas are life death and rebirth, the seasons, and the moon phases... go ahead and look at the links and let me know what you see... if anything. Its for an art project, I know I am somehow getting a wheel, hopefully one from an old cart...

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[04 May 2005|11:34pm]
Top 17 people:

Franklin
Hannah
Revay
Issa
Laura
Christianna
Jeanine
Justin
Dustin
Kaite
Glynis
Amada
Dakota
John
Scotty
James
Ashley
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Awesome, no? [20 Apr 2005|07:06pm]
Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:Dark and cut short.
Clothes:As revealing as you can legally get away with.
Powers:Control over the weather
Special Features:Cat ears and tail
Sidekick:None, you have no need for a sidekick.
Attitude:Cool, calm, and collected. You rarely lose your composure, so when you do, it's pretty amusing.
Weapon:Power glove
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:Naturally multi-coloured.
Clothes:Dark and sexy. With randomly placed belts. Lots and lots of belts...
Powers:Earth magic
Special Features:Wolf ears and tail
Sidekick:Large dragon.
Attitude:Sarcastic as hell.
Weapon:A ribbon dancer
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Fuck Technology!!! [17 Apr 2005|09:20pm]
I am so angry and upset. Here I have been working on my story for an hour an a half, about 4 pages worth of writing GONE! Just gone, no way to get it back, and I have finally gotten back into my writing, and here we go again. The best I have written for months, and its just gone. I keep remembering how much I had written, and how well written it was and I start crying. I can't stand it. Oh, and only when I get pissed because I lost most of my novel does my dad finally agree to get something I have been asking for, for almost a year and a half.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Micdit Kazgly [06 Apr 2005|11:19pm]

Michelle Ann Kazmarek's Aliases



Your movie star name: Chocolate Fritz

Your fashion designer name is Michelle Venice

Your socialite name is Micki Denver

Your fly girl / guy name is M Kaz

Your detective name is Wolf Memorial

Your barfly name is Donunts Kahlua

Your soap opera name is Ann Nimitz

Your rock star name is Chocolate Cheetah

Your star wars name is Micdit Kazgly

Your punk rock band name is The Apathetic Lighter


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[24 Mar 2005|01:06am]
Goddess
The Goddess of Night and Regret. You are a perfect
confidante. Always understanding and
solicitous, you could be a queen and you are
exceptionally honest. You are an intelligent
beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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rrr
You are an earth angel! You are always doing
something good for mankind, and even when
you're not, you're thinking about how to
improve yourself and the world! You have to be
the most compassionate being ever!


Which natural angel are you? (awe-inspiring pics!)
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amoure
You like the sweet, shy type.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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7
LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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stufff
You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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Eye
~*~Beautiful Soul~*~
You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You
see the beauty around you and you admire it for
its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely
a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked.
People like to be around you because you make
them happy. You have a wonderful personality
and you're beautiful inside and out!


Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana


You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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HASH(0x8b05dd0)
Your Hidden Power Is:
Earthly


You are sort of childish yet brave. If you get
pissed off you become a very strong fighter.
You hate seeing the earth die and you use your
special powers to save the earth from becoming
hell. You are loved by many and hated by few
but you only despise those that try and destroy
your wonderful earth.

Gem Stone:Emerald Eye Color:Lime
Green Hair Color:Brown with green on the
bottom tips and it is shoulder length flipped
out.

Quote:I tear my heart open. I sew my
self shut. My weakness is that i care to much.
And our scars remind us that the past is real.
I tear my heart open just to feel.


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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http://www.wido-software.de/darkangel/layout01.jpg
Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)


What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say?
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Your Gothic... Maybe even a bit Vampyric... Your
very sensitive, sometimes you can be outgoing
in your own population. Your sometimes Lonely,
but when your alone your much happier. If your
suicidal, it's okay, because your the kewlest
person I know!....well don't actually know you
but yeah! Write me and Tell Me if you picked
Napoleon or Ron!


Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
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[03 Mar 2005|09:47pm]


You Are 25 Years Old



25





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


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Enlightenment [31 Jan 2005|12:19am]
[ mood | Artistic, Euphoric, Determined ]

After reading a good book, one that changes how I look at the world, I feel compelled to write about the change.

Tonight I finished reading Tipping the Velvet by Sarah Waters. I feel satiated. I feel like I was given something I needed something that was keeping me from really living. I think maybe it was the feeling that I can be without some of most important people in my life. One especially. Someone I love with all of my heart, it would hurt to see this person with someone else, but I am encouraged to go about life, and maybe find another love. Someone I can love more, or equally as much. I am sure when I see this person next, this feeling may not be as strong as it is tonight, but I am bound and determined to keep this new found strength.

I can't remember the last time I felt this way. It's an amazing feeling. I feel now that they can be my best friend, a teacher, and I can still love them from afar. As much as I thought I needed them. I don't, not in the sense that I thought before. I do need them, I love them, I can't help that, but now I feel that I can be without them, as long as there is some kind of friendship there.

I want to give a shout out to that wonderful person. Thank you for being such a wonderful, beautiful person. Thank you for letting me love you, and thank you for giving me the key to this feeling of independence.

Goddess, what a invigorating feeling!!!

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[28 Jan 2005|11:44pm]
I am so tired, but I think that if I tried to lay my head down, too many of the thoughts and feelings I have been supressing all night would flood into me.

Have you have had feelings so strong that you just can't sleep, nor think straight?

I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but I am hoping its all good, and nothing horrible happens. I am not sure if I could take it.

I love all of you that read this. Thank you.
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[26 Jan 2005|09:37pm]
Disappear Hoobastank

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you leave
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay.
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Glynis... [29 Dec 2004|01:32am]

I LOVE YOU GLYNIS!

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[28 Dec 2004|10:00pm]
[ mood | Happy for Jack!! ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK!!!!!

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[10 Nov 2004|10:37pm]
Individuality
G:

Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your
own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are
solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to
you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of
a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You
wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You
can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and
asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent
almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact
that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you
will not change who you are.</font>



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color:
Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel
Expression: Smirk



Gemstone:
Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix,
Dragon Sign:
Leo Planet: Pluto
Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye
Color:

Amber



Quote:
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh
because you're all the same."




Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
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Spike.


Who's your male Buffy soul mate?
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Democrat
Threat rating: High. The Bush administration is
concerned that it may not get a second term.
Therefore, we are going to change the rules so
that each Democrat vote only counts as 0.2
votes because Democrat is a shorter word than
Republican


What threat to the Bush administration are you?
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casablanca
"You must remember this, a kiss is still a
kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A
classic story of love in trying times, chock
full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously
believe in true love, but you're also
constantly aware of practicality and societal
expectations. That's not always fun, but at
least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis
get you down too much.


What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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Hell all of those but two are the same ones that Glynis got...

and I have gotten darker over the past few months.... what the fuck...
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Looked fun... [06 Nov 2004|05:43pm]
Cheza
Which Wolf's Rain Character are you?

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[02 Oct 2004|11:44am]
Level4.jpg
Congratulations you have achieved level 4 witch
status... you have studied hard and learned
well!!


What Level of Witch are you
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I am sorry, but that quiz is seriously fucked up. Not every witch knows about Egyptain gods and goddesses, they might not be egyptian denomination. They could be norse, or fae, or native american.... umm duh.

Otherwise it was nice quiz. Just one complaint, what can I say...
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Live Journal or Blogger [10 Sep 2004|11:22pm]
Okay, so I am going to admit that the only reason I got an lj is because I wanted to be able to post on Ross's blog. Then when he found a way to block me, this became a place to write about girls, to really open up, but a lot of what I have written are coverups. Then again, I have also come out of the closet, and well, having this lj for a purpose that no longer exists doesn't make sense. No one really reads this that much anyways. There really isn't a point anymore. I have said what I wanted to say. I lived up to my mistakes, the shit with Ross, and I have confessed love. There is not much else I need to say to the people who actually read this.

If you want me to keep writing here as well as my blog, comment. If there are no comments, I will just not write anymore, but keep a few of the things I have connected to this lj active.

Buh-Bye for now.

Michelle
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